drivers get paid big bucks for what i’ve been doing all day. drive, wait an hour, repeat. it would be okay if i could sit and chain smoke, but since EDC i just can’t enjoy them as much- slash at all.
still thiugh, its already past ten, and i still have to drive out to great neck & back, plus i’m supposed to be throwing a party right now. I’m really not in a bad mood, just incredulous at how i sort of have to do everything.
i feel right on the edge of emotion all the time since i got back from california. I’m not quite sure why, and i’m also not quite sure if it’s good or bad.